The HAMPTON Report

I’ve known this guy named Chris basically my whole life. He’s a year older than I am and like a big brother. We were like best friends. Then, a few months ago, he started acting all weird and different around me. Like, for example, when he came to the Hamptons with my family and I and stayed in our house there, he got all weird when he saw me in a bathing suit, pajamas, and stuff(and no, not because I have a bad body. LOL. I work out for a reason) and was constantly saying stuff to like, show off. I had no clue what was going on with him…until yesterday. He came over to my house as usual, but instead of just hanging around and goofing off like me always do, he was all nervous and stuff. Then, out of nowhere, he asked me out. I was so speechless, and he was waiting for an answer. So I said the stupidest thing ever. I said “You’re asking the wrong person.” There was silence, and then he was like “I gotta go to lacrosse practice.” I knew he was lying cause he only has lacrosse practice on Mondays, Tuesdays, and Thursdays and that was a Friday. I felt soooooo bad later on, but I don’t wanna be more than friends with him. He’s like my brother. I tried calling him again and again all last night and today to apologize, but he’s not answering. I’m so confused. How can I fix things between us? I have a feeling things will never be the same again but at least I want to try to make him not hate me. Suggestions?